Let Me Merit in this Month of Tammuz to Receive the Whole Torah Anew – Prayer for Month of Tammuz by Rav Berland Shlit”a
BS"D BR"H RIBBONO SHEL OLAM – MASTER OF THE WORLD, WHO CAN DO EVERYTHING, “REMEMBER THE TORAH OF MOSHE,” THAT THEN MOSHE SAID, “’SUN (640), STAND STILL (50) AT GIVON (133), AND MOON (224), IN THE VALLEY (212) OF AYALON (97).’ THEN THE SUN (645) STOOD STILL (60), AND THE MOON (222) STOPPED (114) UNTIL (74) THE NATION (19) AVENGED (176) ITSELF OF ITS ENEMIES (35),” AND THROUGH THIS, I WILL SUBDUE THE ELEVEN (11) CHIEFS OF ESAV (= 2700). For (30) my intention (486) is to unite (53) the Name (341) of the Holy One (415), Blessed (232) is He (12) and His Divine Presence (801), in fear (66) and love (270) (=2700). Please Hashem, during this month, in which we received, Merciful Father (3), the first two 360 Tablets 450 of the Covenant 617 (=1430), which are drawn from the guarding the holy covenant, that You 406, God 86, are always 454 within us 484 (=1430). Let us merit to all-encompassing (makifot) 636 salvations 794, the mystery of the “merchant extends credit (makif) and the store is open,” because this month is a time of favor, as You did during the days of Purim, that the city 285 of Shushan 656 was cheerful 130 and glad 359 (=1430). Please Hashem, let us merit during the month of Tammuz to be in the embrace 126 of 330 the Holy One 415 Blessed 228 is He 12 (=1111), through Hashem Echad =1 Moshe 345 Rabbeinu 268, peace 381 be upon him 116 (=1111). AND MAY I MERIT DURING THE MONTH OF TAMMUZ TO RECEIVE ANEW THE WHOLE TORAH, AND TO BE THE ENTIRE MONTH ON THE LEVEL OF THE FIRST TABLETS, WHICH ARE THE ASPECT OF ATIKA KADISHA (THE HOLY ANCIENT ONE), SO THAT EVEN THE LETTER TET WAS NOT WRITTEN IN THEM, FOR THEY ARE THE SOURCE OF LIFE MAMASH OF THE ENTIRE TORAH, BECAUSE THEY ARE DRAWN FROM NETZACH HOD YESOD OF ATIKA KADISHA, AND THEIR ILLUMINATION IS DRAWN TO ALL GENERATIONS, THROUGH THE POWER OF MOSHE RABBEINU, PEACE BE UPON HIM, WHO ILLUMINATES FOR US THE LIGHT OF THE FIRST TWO TABLETS ANEW IN EVERY GENERATION WITH THUNDER, LIGHTNING, AND FIRE. FOR THE ORIGINAL HEBREW, CLICK HERE [https://www.shuvubanimint.com/1583-2/]